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[ there's a sharp intake at thor's name. ]

And you're not? You think your nonchalance would fool me? Who is truly being closed off? Or, for that matter, who would ever notice that about you?

I don't play the games Odin did by wishing one or the other.

I'm not hiding in plain sight.

And I'm not playing hero. If you don't need help, fine. If you do, it is yours.

But I'm not keen to play games of distraction. As I said, it's up to you.

You are certainly playing at something, Loki. If you were happy, you wouldn't be bothering with my business. Or perhaps you miss me. That's sweet! Stop being so stuffy and spend more time with me, since you would like that.

[ why is everyone like this. why is always about friendship and weird stuff like that!! ]

I'm not stuffy and I never said that.

Oh, you like me so much.

Stop.

Why don't you marry me if you like me so much, Loki?

[ marriage. for a moment, he stops short, thinking of another life. finally, he shakes his head. ]

I already have someone significant to share my life with.

[ u wot.]

Who?

Sephiroth. He is my . . . significant one.

You're going to marry him? Who is he? [ Sniffs. ] What are his credentials?

I am not — That part is not up for discussion. He does not grasp marriage or the like. Which is fine.

He doesn't have weddings where he's from, or ... ? Come on, if you're going to date a weirdo you have to put up with my questions about them.

He probably does, but his life was . . . limiting. He is still learning of himself and what life entails.

As for marriage, we were in that alternate reality. So that dream has ended.

Does he not remember what it is from that?

He remembers, but it is complicated. He feels it took his agency from him.

[ while loki wanted to hold onto the dream a little longer. it caused a schism, briefly, before they mended it but there's no way loki would ever bring up marriage or anything close to it again. ]