It's pretty hard to tell him EVERYTHING when I had barely any time before he decided he was literally done listening, then has gone radio silent beyond helping me defeat Belasco.
And that part of my heart's desires and his THEORETICAL feelings sort of aren't important because I'm with someone, Loki. Someone I ALSO love.
It isn't my silence and neglect that is doing this. It's me respecting his fucking space and him being literally non-communicative. And let's not fucking bring into the mix how Tommy has very clearly pointed out I meant nothing to him beyond a lay, and even if he didn't mean that, he said it, and basically shut me out completely so I'm sort of powerless there.
You made this mess, Loki. You literally threw kindling on a guy in a bad place and then torched it. And then you KEPT DOING IT. Maybe you should accept credit for the role you're playing.
Gotta ask, is this punishment? Or jealousy that I was making something happy for myself and Peter isn't around or something so you needed to smack my happiness around?
Fuck. FUCK! It was already going to take forever before Tommy ever considered being my friend again. And I can't fix any of this because I'm the one that broke it and there's just no going back from that.
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And that part of my heart's desires and his THEORETICAL feelings sort of aren't important because I'm with someone, Loki. Someone I ALSO love.
It isn't my silence and neglect that is doing this. It's me respecting his fucking space and him being literally non-communicative. And let's not fucking bring into the mix how Tommy has very clearly pointed out I meant nothing to him beyond a lay, and even if he didn't mean that, he said it, and basically shut me out completely so I'm sort of powerless there.
You made this mess, Loki. You literally threw kindling on a guy in a bad place and then torched it. And then you KEPT DOING IT. Maybe you should accept credit for the role you're playing.
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i bear no guilt or responsibility
say hello to balthier for me, aka your more reasonable half these days
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I though we were friends.
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i was having a conversation and the guy apparently knew nothing about you, that isn't my fault
i literally said "ok" and left
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Fuck. FUCK! It was already going to take forever before Tommy ever considered being my friend again. And I can't fix any of this because I'm the one that broke it and there's just no going back from that.
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